Oh well, just to take notes that today i did a mistake,
which is i put my emotion into my teaching,
which make my class very disappointed on my performance.
1pm is my college end,
I'm rushing very hardly just to reach the 1.45pm classes.
Ya, i reached there at 1.45pm sharp,
and i scare i was late for them,
so i run to tutor room,
and run to my class.
I thought that this sacrifice will let my students touch,
and it's worth to sacrifice for them,
but things that make me disappointed is,
when i reach there,
only 4 students attend my class,
it's suppose to be more than 13 people,
it's okay~because my students ask permission from me,
to celebrate their friend's birthday.
It's okay~
So I start teaching my class,
in 4 person class,
and they all then coming 1 group by 1 group into my class,
and this may disturb my class a few time,
and make me cant teach very well.
Although I told them that im very angry,
because they all keep disturbing my class,
but they took it like nothing happened.
Okay, i continue very hard to teach,
but a group of people ask permission from me to buy cups mee,
and this pull my fire on.
But i just didn't tell them can or not,
and i only ask them to do exercise,
and i just went away from the class.
This is because i know i was almost cry in the class,
I dun wan to cry,
cause it is very tired after crying.
And this is how i made my mistake,
I'm suppose to stay they and think solution,
to control the class,
but not just go away like this.
So i must be very strong on the rules again,
and must remind myself everytime when i teach,
which is do not put my emotion in my teaching,
this would probably ruin everything.
Sorry 2A(1) class.