~叶子之记事本~

有时候，

压力真的大到，

不知道如何去发泄。

如果你也倒了，

那么我也不知道怎么办。

生病了，

要考试了，

seminar要来了，

tutor的knowledge,

syllabus planning，

system一直换来换去，

上司一时这样一时那样，

我真的要垮了。

就算付出100%，

一时这样一时那样，

我都会神经病~

我考试，

告诉你我不担心才奇怪~

有谁不担心考试的？

加油！！！

平时装得一副坚强的样子，

我还是需要关心，

需要休息。。。

希望可以帮liang jie一点忙，

希望自己可以做很多东西，

但是身体不听话，

心情不听话，

时间不听话~

觉得好累，

I need a break~!@@

几时到我？

Oh well, just to take notes that today i did a mistake,

which is i put my emotion into my teaching,

which make my class very disappointed on my performance.

1pm is my college end,

I'm rushing very hardly just to reach the 1.45pm classes.

Ya, i reached there at 1.45pm sharp,

and i scare i was late for them,

so i run to tutor room,

and run to my class.

I thought that this sacrifice will let my students touch,

and it's worth to sacrifice for them,

but things that make me disappointed is,

when i reach there,

only 4 students attend my class,

it's suppose to be more than 13 people,

it's okay~because my students ask permission from me,

to celebrate their friend's birthday.

It's okay~

So I start teaching my class,

in 4 person class,

and they all then coming 1 group by 1 group into my class,

and this may disturb my class a few time,

and make me cant teach very well.

Although I told them that im very angry,

because they all keep disturbing my class,

but they took it like nothing happened.

Okay, i continue very hard to teach,

but a group of people ask permission from me to buy cups mee,

and this pull my fire on.

But i just didn't tell them can or not,

and i only ask them to do exercise,

and i just went away from the class.

This is because i know i was almost cry in the class,

I dun wan to cry,

cause it is very tired after crying.

And this is how i made my mistake,

I'm suppose to stay they and think solution,

to control the class,

but not just go away like this.

So i must be very strong on the rules again,

and must remind myself everytime when i teach,

which is do not put my emotion in my teaching,

this would probably ruin everything.

Sorry 2A(1) class.

Sometimes,

misunderstanding really kills lot of people,

cause people might not know u well,

but they still want to make conclusion on u,

and at last, other people will not trust u anymore,

it is true.

Yes, i might angry of people do not believe in my toughness,

and sometimes will doubt with what i done,

and passionate too,

but i won't angry with who misunderstanding me,

cause if u know me well,

u won't doubt with my working performance.

Sometimes, i really feel to give up~

cause i really feel this place is hopeless.

But i still believe in the miracle that they promise to me.

" we will and we must success together"

I feel very touch when i listen to this,

maybe nowadays we lost direction,

but i believe we will find it one day,

with the strong bonding between us.

Thanks for ming yoke,

maybe things that u say is really hurt to me,

but for me is a guidance,

to become a very successful person,

because of your support,

and u choose to believe in me,

i feel very happy.

I feel touch when u tell me all the things,

Hope our friendship last 4ever,

i will support u too~

love u~@@

当风轻轻吹来，

把叶子吹落满地，

那是一种美感，

还是一种罪恶？

也许当叶子开始飘落的时候，

会给人几分浪漫的感觉，

叶子随着风而卷落，

就如天然的挂帘，

感动了许多情侣。

但是过后呢？

叶子只剩下枯叶，

躺在地上，

被清洁工人扫掉。

能灿烂的日子还有多久？

早婚的后果，

会也是如此吗？

如果画了界限，

我们就不再是同一个世界了。

当初，

就是因为这种信任，

这种团体精神，

这种相信，

我们才会坚持留下。

而现在，

全部团体精神都化了，

剩下的只有system，

就连友情都有问题了，

那么留下真的有意义吗？

倒不如我离开，

开一间公司，

延续当初所给予的承诺，

那么不是更好吗？

也许，

有时候，

坚持自己的立场是对的。

谢谢你，nurul~

Sometimes,

laugh confidently will let u release stress~

Suddenly feel my work load become heavy,

but i quite enjoy doing all this things,

although it is sometimes stress,

and maybe i'm facing all the problems alone,

but i still got alot of people to support me.

Like Ming yoke, You Hang, Koh, and so on...

They all so support me in doing ttc stuff,

And make me more feel like i must success to make all the students come and tuition at ttc.

And u know? I found my position in ttc,

not just the head of department in geo,

not just helping ttc in design stuff,

but help it to grow.

We all know growing a company is not easy,

but now i really feel we are in 1 ship.

Once we all sink,

maybe we got nothing,

but we still have the bond,

linking all of us together.

Even maybe we sink,

but I'm very sure through our heart and dream,

we will rebuilt it again~

I want to join TTC in growing,

become bigger,

Louder,

And Popular,

And this is my dream,

and everyone dream~

I Believe in TTC~!